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(after daylight savings time) FREEDAY.

LIFE IS LOVELY AND I LOVE LIFE!

1. Service with the Cockayne’s til eleven
Happy
Scared
Nervous
Disappointed
Sad
Resignation
Disappointed
Excited
Optimistic
2. Change clothes, do makeup
Pretty
Excited
3. Breakfast at Jim’s Coffee Shop!
Excited
Happy
Special
Thrilled
Important
Big
Different
New
Refreshed
Revitalized
Rejuvenated
Free!
4. Chocolat
Enthralled
Peaceful
Tranquil
Resolved
Happy
Glorious
Important
Special
Unique
5. Heard “Yellow” by Coldplay
Touched
Moved
In love with Mom
Appreciative
Thankful
Blissful
Tearful
Explosive joy
6. “On the Zone”
Loved
Validated
Important
Cared for and about.
7. Studied my lesson
Blissed out
Overly explosively happy
Joyful
Grateful
Teary
Overwhelmed
Oh yeah, reorganized my clothes for spring! : )
Proud
Relieved
Unburdened
Pleased.

Late lunch today. I’m really PISSED at Mike Huntington. I should actually be pissed at MYSELF for letting him trick me like that. NO…I’ve read somewhere that the first time someone tricks you it’s their fault– the second time it’s your fault. So I SHOULD be mad at him!!

There are two other trucks in this parking lot and that pisses me off.

: ) I just read the text and it was about forgiveness. How funny.

I don’t feel hungry. It’s not fair! Ugh. Tuna just sounds so gross. Banana sounds good though. Shoulda saved that lasagna. As if I had a choice in the matter! Not when the call of the wild is involved!

Now there’s guys climbing all over these little hills shaving the grass. Good. One of the lunch guys left. The one that was right behind me. ^_^

When you think about it, bananas are really weird. Who would have thought of a soft stick of fruit in a yellow casing? Just look at it. It’s a pillar. A tall, skinny column of soft, sweet fruit. Kind of slippery, too, and it leaves tooth marks. Mmm. Sure tastes good. :9

I wish I could eat my tuna sandwich. I’ll prob’ly regret not eating it later.

I read a couple of magazines in the Watchtower. : ) Ya know, this is a pretty nice day. Man, and I think we’re going to sing song #204 (Here I Am, Send Me) at the meeting tonight but I don’t feel like going.

My back hurts and my ribs are out. Now I have to wait 2wo weeks.

Sheesh. I look over and the unlit headlights of a work truck are staring at me in my passenger window. Scared the crap out of me. The kid smiled an apology.

Cool. I don’t seem to be angry with Mike Huntington anymore.

I feel mostly better today, except I’m still REEEEELY tired. My nose is much less runny –thanks, I think, to the Chinese hot mustard I had last night and the Calli Tea! But I’m just really physically exhausted, yet mentally alert. I wonder if I still have a fever.

Well, I’m feeling much better today, except I have a sinus infection. That’s pretty stinky. It’s made me super sleepy.

I went to a Mary Kay gathering. It was interesting –I’m thinking about going for it, but I’m not sure. But it at least got me thinking about my attitude. I’ve decided that I need to work on having a more positive attitude –I’ve been praying about it.

But for now I need to work on resting. I’m going to take a little nap. ^_^

Today Alyssa is 17! ^_^

I’m tired of days like Thursday and Friday. We need new names for them. Thursday could be Thorn’s Day and Friday could be Free Day! But Saturday should be Free Day. Maybe Friday could be Last Day.

Sunday - Peace Day
Monday - First Day
Tuesday - Toes Day
Wednesday - Hill Day
Thursday - Slide Day
Friday - Last Day
Saturday - Freeday

I should rename the months, too.

January - Winter Time
February - Sad Time
March - Wind Time
April - Spring Time
May - Flower Time
June - Warm Time
July - Summer Time
August - Sun Time
September - Change Time
October - Fall Time
November - Cold Time
December - Snow Time

So this is Slide Day, the 22nd day of Wind Time.

I just read Job chapter 36. It does seem very consoling to hear Elihu talking about how compassionate Jehovah is. : ) *heart*

I noticed within myself while I was reading about Jehovah’s compassion that I had my heart closed off. I had to consciously make the effort, the transition to where I could FEEL and UNDERSTAND what I was reading. Kind of interesting. Kind of sad.

I’m learning a lot. I’m also having a lot of fun on JW Zone!!

I don’t know whose pen this is. Maybe it’s Corina’s? That would make the most sense.

I’ve had a really nice evening. I took care of Amy a little bit. She shared this wonderful fantasy with me about living in Key West in a shack on the ocean. She goes to meetings and in service twice a week. Other than that, she just sits on her porch, drinks beer, and watches the ocean. The sunsets, and the stars. I go fishing and clean them, and she cooks them and we eat, drink beer, and sit and rock in silence, watching the sea and the stars. *sigh*

What IS that weird noise?! When I got home today my door was wide open. I came in, and I usually always lock it, but hours later when I let Amy in it wasn’t locked. I feel nervous. I half expected to see someone here. To find someone hiding out, but it was empty. CREEPY.